Wednesday, June 9, 2010

my not knowing is my priviledge

One of the classes that I am in this term is called "Multicultural Issues" and has been one of the most eye-opening, heartbreaking, painful classes thus far at Mars Hill. It was an extremely open environment where our professor asked us repeatedly to risk and put everything on the table from our own stereotypes, prejudices, and racisms.

Below I've typed out one of the many difficult exercises that we were asked to engage with. We were given a series of scenarios in which we were asked to rate how true the statement is for ourselves - ranging from "never happens" to "this is always true." I'd love to hear your thoughts/responses or for you to actually take the test and share your score. I got a 117 after adding up all of the numbers. I felt sad and naive because it's the fact that I don't ever have to think about these things that is, essentially, my white priviledge. I had no idea.

White Privilege Exercise:

5 - this statement is always true for you
4 - this statement is mostly true for you
3 - this statement is sometimes true for you
2 - this statement is rarely true for you
1 - this statement is never true for you

Because of my race or color...

1. I can be in the company of people of my race most of the time

2. If I should need to move, I can be pretty sure of renting or purchasing housing in an area I can afford and in which I would want to live.

3. I can be pretty sure that my neighbors in such a location will be neutral or pleasant to me.

4. I can go shopping alone most of the time, pretty well assured that I will not be followed or harassed.

5. When I am told about our national heritage or about 'civilization,' I am shown that people of my race made it what it is.

6. I can turn on the television or open to the front page of the paper and see people of my race widely and positively represented.

7. I can be sure that my children will be given curricular materials that testify to the existence of their race.

8. I can go into a bookshop and count on finding the writing of my race represented, into a supermarket and find the staple food which fit with my cultural traditions, into a hairdresser's shop and can find someone who can do my hair.

9. Whether I use checks, credit cards, or cash, I can count on my skin color not to work against the appearance that I am financially stable.

10. I can arrange to protect my children most of the time form people who might mistreat them because of their race.

11. I can swear and dress in secondhand clothes, or not answer letters, without having people attribute these choices to the bad morals, the poverty or illiteracy of my race.

12. I can do well in a challenging situation without being called a credit to my race.

13. I am never asked to speak for all the people of my racial group.

14. I can remain oblivious to the language and customs of persons of color without feeling, from people of my race, any penalty for such oblivion.

15. I can criticize our government and talk bout how much I fear its polices and behavior without being seen as a racial outsider.

16. I can be pretty sure that if I ask to talk to 'the person in charge,' I will be facing a person of my race.

17. If a police officer pulls me over, I can be sure I haven't been singled out because of my race.

18. I can conveniently buy posters, postcards, picture books, greeting cards, and children's magazine featuring people of my race.

19. I can go home from most meetings of organizations I belong to feeling somewhat tied-in, rather than isolated, out of place, outnumbered, invisible, feared, or hated.

20. I can take a job or attend college with an affirmative action employer without having co-workers or colleagues suspect that I was hired or admitted because of my race.

21. I can be sure that if I need legal or medical help, my race will not work against me.

22. I f my day, week, or year is going badly, I do not have to do any mental work trying to figure out whether my race played a role in it.

23. I can worry about racism without being seen as self-interested or self-seeking.

24. I can comfortably avoid, ignore, or minimize the impact of racism on my life.

25. I can choose blemish cover or bandages in 'flesh' color and have them more or less match my skin.

Adapted from Peggy Mcintosh, White Privilege and Male Privilege: A personal Account of Coming to See Correspondence through Work in Women's Studies (1988).

And adapted form Beyond Diversity: A Strategy for De-Institutionalizing Racism and Improving Student Achievement (2001 - 2002).

new apartment?!

We applied for this apartment yesterday!

See the one with the curtains open and the chandelier lit? That's it!

Closet when you first walk in to the left.

Baby bathroom

Bedroom gets more light than I was able to snap on the point and shoot camera.

Bedroom closet.

Kitchen also gets more light than I could capture.

So many windows in the living and dining area!

Gigorndo closet in living room

Our street!

My makeshift floorplan